Here I lie on the cold bathroom floor
Hoping I could have seen you once more
You left me but it just doesn’t feel right,
That I can’t help thinking it’s my fault and that’s why I’m crying tonight
Grandpa, was one sweet word for you and that’s true
It now just hurts how bitter it sounds without you
Reading through those messages and that one letter
That still got me wondering, was I a good granddaughter?
Death, a word so raw it got me shaking
Now you died, and left me continuously breaking
I use to think everyone had a happy ending,
Mine packed its suitcase and left like it stopped bothering.
Without you, my universe feels destroyed
And with it, came a feeling of never ending void
Thought I would have been ready, to face such a disaster
Now looking back, I just look like a kid, a vulgar amateur
I drew for us a painting, to say I love you
It reads I miss you, and trust me I really do
Never to say goodbye was all I request,
I guess, at the end, we both broke a promise
Now here you are, hopefully in a peaceful resting
I won’t rest, I will continue mourning