Detachment (Welcome to the family disfunction pt. 1)

My eyes don’t see the same as others

I don’t see my babies like other mothers

I can’t feel what they feel when my kid dies

I can‘t feel it, my face and emotions tell lies

Just tell my how to bend my lips

Furrow my eyebrows, hunch my hips

Tell me to pull out my hair and starve

Tell me which emotions to carve

Don’t call me a monster 

Don’t blame me, it will haunt her

Find me again in the same ditch

You call me an addict, just because I have an itch

I don’t get fucking addicted

MONEY IS NOT THE REASON I GOT EVICTED

She was better off without me 

God knows I don’t have the energy 

Tell me the whole story

Tell me about her mothers glory

Give me an image I can’t create

So she can see my doomed fate

I’ll rip her heart in pieces

She’ll be spoiled, covered in creases

ILL RUIN HER

I WONT MAKE IT FURTHER

PLEASE TAKE HER

PLEASE CURE HER

IM NOT A MOTHER

JUST LOOK AT HER BROTHER