Do you understand me now ?

It all started with this pernicious pain pounding in my veins;

I could still smell the petrichor, after the storm of my destroying habits left;

Now I sit here, remembering my halcyon fading into stoned oblivion;

What is there left to do, if not remembering the ethereal theft ?


The red-raged sunset fading behind the mountains, left place for my serein,

Because my hollow heart feels so dim after all the euphemisms I proudly projected;

This enormous wildfire was caused, by the incandescence of my burning flame;

My sempiternal vagabond heart will forever and always be affected.

 

No elysian ending was ever planned for me, I couldn’t trust the stars;

My inclement mind is empty, colored by the deepest drowning blue;

This everlasting lachrymose pain that tears my whole soul apart,

Will never see if anything, anyone, ever says is true.

 

And in this eternal prosody you’ll always find me;

My pain will always be translated into this black euphony;

You’ll find the red ink of my translating pen, creating an elegy;

As long as my mind remembers the last lingering memory.

 

So it can be my lamenting heart, my sorrowful thoughts;

My despair and my crestfallen tormented love,

But I’ll wait, until the epiphany of your brain makes you understand what us poets do, and makes you take a bow,

And I’ll murmur in the dead of the night, do you understand me now?