The accident: A regretful sonnet

The cruel memory replays, their cries-

Stop. Don’t let the pain reign- instead, go scroll.

Everyone tries to mend this broken soul,

But why? I am content with my white lies! 

Leave me, friends… I don’t want to hear your sighs. 

Without you, I will still achieve my goal. 

Without you, my friends, and those who death stole.

One day, when ready, I’ll rise to the skies, 

Heart soaring, carried by a tainted tune. 

My goal? Why- Balance, serenity, peace!

Free of my everlasting guilt, I’ll build,

I’ll turn the tainted tune into a croon…

But for now, I wish for the noise to cease.

For the window is closed, yet I am chilled.