My heart has stopped

My heart has stopped. A restless machine.

Absent. Soulless.

It beats. It burns.

Like dark coal in a cold bonfire.

 

My heart has stopped. An organ without soul.

Blood flows.

Not for love.

Not for excitement.

Not for emotions.

Not for anything.

Like a frozen river of fresh blood.

Always meant to flood.

Yet, not meant to nurture my dry veins.

Not anymore.

 

My heart has stopped. As a dead poem alive.

Letters pronounced. Words read.

Meaning gone. Never ending.

Yet, it was dead before the first line was ever created.

 

My heart has stopped. I don’t know what to do anymore.

My mind is desperate. My body is numb.

My life drinks my seconds.

As a tightly-pained clock reminder.

Yet, I want to hear it beat louder,

so I could forget

how easily it could stop.