i want to be happy

I want to be happy

NO

I  want to have money.

I want to have things.

NO

I want to possess things that other people possess: 

A pair of Birkinstocks, a brand new iphone, and also a Macbook, a Stanley – why not? 

A Chanel bag, a Dior backpack, a Ju li pendant – a lot

A lot of things, rings, and jewellery. 

(You know my favourite colour is rose gold.) 

You know, the list could go on.

I want to possess because other people do. 

Because we all do possess: 

Nothingness!

 

Is happiness material? I want to say no, but   

We live in a world where you cannot afford to have outgrown blond because-

Because people will think it’s not chic, it’s more like punk core which is not really trendy, not up to date and rather a–be–fore. 

-and you have no money to fix it. 

To fix your outgrown blond. 

And you end up doing it yourself in a bathroom at 3am,  AAAH! 

It turns out horrible. GREEN!  

you cry and you cry until the tears wash down your face more gently than a fuck-ass expensive La Roche Posay Lipikar face wash with Niacinamide and Shea Butter, Soap and Paraben Free, for Sensitive, dry and oily skin 

1 Litre

*sigh*

We live in a world where we crave that one last little bit of validation 

Through other people’s eyes

We live in a world, where everything counts:

1

2

3

Up to 6,50 euros 

For a creme brule boba, that will make your stomach hurt

So much

And i am no better than You, 

Than others

We live in a world of simple possession 

We live in a world where a mere fact of having became 

An absence

Or abscess or whatever 

Anyway…AMAZON PRIME at 19:55 – 5.99 today 

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